My life I've lived
Despite many dark nights
Always looking toward
The sunshine and light
My Lord has kept me
Through so many things
And lifted me up
To follow my dreams
Yet, today I am weak
And it's darkness I see
I feel empty, alone
Full of frightening things
Forgive me my weakness
As my tears stream
But it is a cleansing process
not an instantaneous thing
I am not the rock
On which the church was built
But I have to remember
That even Peter faced guilt
Please just bear with me
As I struggle through this thing
And get back to my solace
My God and my King.

















